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Sunday, September 14, 2008
4:46 PM

Feels like i've been stuck in limbo for as long as i can remember. Days spent working for grades or just slacking away with friends seem so distant. Now, all that remains are just fears. Fears of getting injured for something i will never commit my future to, fears of not being able to make the cut when so many others before me have. Such a pessimistic phase of life.

It's time to do some proper time management. Still have to get into shape for all the physical tests awaiting us back at the unit and stay combat fit doing all this high risk activities while being treated like dogs by some people who cannot make it in the outside world. I often wonder why do i have to be subjected to all their mocking, insults and all when they can't even hold a candle to us any time outside? Why should i be feeling lousy because of what some lowly educated uncles are saying based on their less than perfect judgement? What gives them the right to scold us or laugh at us for being ignorant when it comes to such equipment when we have never really interacted with such stuff before?

I will get through this, stronger than before.

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